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mmm yeah..

reweighed this morning and i am actually 73.6, really shows i ate a mammoth amount last night haha.. ah well

BMI re-evaluation: 25.5

its on bitch, bringing that shit down :)

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surprising how much i love this guys music, from when i was a little kid i loved him, and i still love his stuff, may not be the best photo ever.. but he’s at the baseball, i couldn’t resist, a good combination

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i miss playing softball; more than i thought i would, i’d like to really get back into it again, once this big thing called the HSC is over..

i actually crave getting into a game situation, get the body working, the gym will satisfy that :) can’t wait.

75 kilograms = 165.346697 pounds

BMI reading: 25.95

meaning currently i am: ‘overweight’

>25 BMI is overweight.. so only just, and not for much longer

although this might be stated, i really don’t myself as ‘overweight’, that phrase is really a lot to be desired, i mean i think if someone looked at half the people considered ‘overweight’, they wouldn’t call them thin, but overweight is a slight exaggeration, all in all an obvious change is in order.

Sorry Gillard but i slight stealing of title is in order.

I’ve been putting this off for months now, over the past amount of time, i’ve avoided exercising and tried to take hold of other parts of my life.. my studies, my friends and ultimately try and live life..

With doing this i’ve ultimately realised that i have been avoiding the thing i truly love, which is the feeling when you’ve worked to your absolute limit, when you successfully finish that run or improved that time, its something i strive(d) for and i want to go back to that way.. So, although no one follows this page its just going to be my personal blog where i motivate and encourage myself to keep exercising and getting myself back to my goal of being as fit as i was this time a year ago.

At my current weight of 75kg (reminded that i had pizza for dinner and ate a shit load) - and this is weighed at night time.. so will reweigh in the morning

BUT regardless, this time last year i was 65kg.. thats 10kg of weight ive just devoured over time.. and it can certainly show, and i can feel it too, i feel unhealthy, but thats going to change- THIS WEDNESDAY i join up at the gym.

1. as this is when exams finish and i finally have some extra time to throw around

2. because the weekly payments start on thursday so i can get right to it on the thursday

3. because I WANT THIS, i no longer want to feel dissatisfied with the way i look, or slightly embarrassed to see myself in photos with friends where i look not fat, but unhealthy

AND i do understand that i am a muscular girl, and thats my build, but i am going to work off the excess weight, primarily around my thighs and butt, through use of cardio

So, what i am doing is looking forward, i am going to work off firstly the initial 5kg, to get myself back into the 60’s arena, which will certainly encourage me to pursue further into the 65kg range.

I CAN DO THIS. “the road to success is always under construction” and my construction has been put on halt for a while, but success is on its way again

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